i am not a saint
Hello, music is the love and I can't live without it because I'd lose my head. I like bright neon colours and city highways filled with red cars, rainy sunday afternoons and popcorn. I love eating fish but am not a fan of toothbrushes or homework. I hug pillows every night and eat cereal for breakfast, lunch and dinner. I'm also a die-hard fan of Chocolate and Ice-Cream. I'd watch Disney Channel every hour of the day if I could.
This is the other side of me: I've got a face made for violence. I'm a deadly, revengeful, morbid, hellish, wicked, lethal, dangerous, miasmatic, harsh, prejudicial, nefarious, regrettable, ruinous, poisonous, noxious, destructive, atrocious, vengeful, heartless, inexorable, poignant, gruesome, hideous, ferocious, bestial, hateful, flinty, rancorous, loathsome, homicidal, virulent, grim, destroying, slaughterous, inimical, unfriendly, pessimistic, hopeless, gloomy, joyless, mournful, ominous, inauspicious, tenebrous, miserable, lugubrious, dull, forlorn, ghastly, horrible, troublesome, ghoulish, spine-chilling sinful demoniac sick teen.
I enjoy having cookies and cream for dessert. I'm a random person with an extra ordinary attitude. Morbid and gory movies are like yeah let's to this! I don't like watching horror movies. I just watch them to make me feel brave and impress my friends that I ain't afraid of ghosts. I live in Manhattan, New York which makes my dreams nearly come true. Give me loads of seafoods and you won me over like forever. I so love metal and hardcore music. I enjoy doing boys things. Drums and skateboard makes me cool. Paramore, Chicosci and Bring Me The Horizon songs are always the overplayed playlist in my iPhone. I hate friendly people. I love laughing together with my best friend. We never run out of stories to tell. This makes us cry for a while after laughing so hard because of nothing special. People say I'm immature and childish. But the truth is, they don't know how I party and drink hard. I wanna smoke someday and go to gigs where I could jump and shout endlessly. Someday, I will have my own tattoo. Computer and statistics are easy for me. Math can be my enemy sometimes. But I guess it depends on how fun and interesting my teacher is. English is quite hard for me to be mastered. Insects or frogs? Not quite disgusting. I'm a silent person at times and wild as a tiger if drunk. I love hot guys and males who smoke hard. I'm a snob person if I don't like your face. Stay away from me if I'm mad. I don't talk to anyone if my temper goes up. I can easily kill myself If I wanted to. I'm not afraid of dying. I'm spoiled. Because my parents always give what I want. Anytime. I'm used to it.
I hate myself sometimes. That makes me emo. I dress up weird sometimes that makes me goth. I sing and dance hard that makes me talented. I kiss dogs coz I love the way they pout. We gotta beat that bounce. Bar music makes me lose control. Head bang is always I do whenever hardcore music plays. Screamo is cool. Photography makes me crave for a professional camera which I'm wishing or craving for a long time besides my parents can't afford it for me because I think they hate me. I'm moody. Very moody at times. I'm an honest person. I swear I tell the truth always. I'm true to myself. I can keep secrets. I love teasing other people's faces. I like writing stuffs like this. I always envy pretty girls. I sometimes envy rich girls. I like making babies cry. My dad is a womanizer. I say bad words always. Always means always as always. My dog is my favorite thing. I hate my sister for always hating me. I hate the feeling of like i wanna die now coz people always hating me. I keep memorable things. I collect cds. I love it when i get people's attention. If I hate you, I will hate you. If I love you, I'll give you memorable things I like. I think my life is hated by myself coz I don't always get what I want. I want my dreams to come true. Probably one is being famous for something. God loves me for being thankful. God hates me for I am wishing to much from Him. I love my best friend. She is the only person that can make me smile. Aside from my dog and music. I hate the structure of my nose for being too asian. Oliver Sykes makes me horny. Shrimps makes my mouth watery. Having an iPhone and Skullcandy headphones makes me rich and cool. Nike dunks and Jansport are my trademarks. I have a collection of 16 barbies when I was a child. Yellow is attractive. Black is hardcore. Rebel child is the right description of my about me in facebook. Taking pictures are memories and vain pictures makes me feel I'm pretty. Accessories completes my attire. I'm a New Yorker. This makes me feel I'm elegant. Skinny jeans and boots makes me sexy. My hair is burned. I'm a really random girl. Stylish. Fashion and music. I say weird stuffs. Crazy.
MelusineMassacre